somebody's someone

family

2007-10-20T20:24:00.000+08:00

Sometimes, it's so hard for me to express my feelings.
Sometimes, I just dont know how.

There are times where I want to just give my Mom a hug, telling her that I love her and I admire her so much for being so selfless.

There are times where I want to give my brother a hug, tell him I love him, and I'm so proud that he's doing well in his studies.

There are times where I'd like so much to talk to my Dad, give him a hug. Tell him how thankful I am of him, how proud i am of him, that he sacrifices being away from my Mom, just so that we can lead a good life.. Dad, I love you. And i really do hope you'll be able to read this blog post, somehow, someway. (:

There are times, like just now, where i want to leap up and down for joy for my beloved little sister when she was screaming and running around the whole house, telling everyone "THEY ASK ME TO COME DOWN FOR ANOTHER CHRISTMAS AUDITION! THEY ASK ME TO COME DOWN FOR ANOTHER CHRISTMAS AUDITION! I DONT CARE, EVERYONE HAVE TO GO WATCH THE DRAMA!" and.. i wished so much to jump up from my seat and give her a hug, tell her i'm so proud of her.. but i just couldn't.. My butt just stayed glued to the chair and refuse to jump up. Same goes for my mouth, didn't say anything.. I regret my actions now.. All i can hope for is that somehow, my sister will still read my blog and she'll know how proud i am of her. (: Love you, little sis. *hug.

new hair!

2007-10-15T23:42:00.000+08:00

I'VE GOT BLACK HAIR.
I'M BACK TO BLACK.
I'M BACK TO 16 YEARS OLD.

:D

okay,
today was a bad, good, good, good day. (:

woke up at 7. went to company aunty to doctors after doctors and to the lawyers, till about 1130.

SO LONG KAY, I WAS ROTTING.

okay, than it was shopping, than LUNCH.

FRENCH TOAST WAS HEAVENLY. I CRAVE I CRAVE I CRAVE.
SHOPPING
SHOPPING
SHOPPING.

My aunt spent like $1000+ on two coach shoes and $3000 on CK tops. SIAO RIGHT.
FOOD
FOOD
FOOD.

SHOPPING
SHOPPING
SHOPPING.

CUT HAIR
DYE HAIR
TREATMENT HAIR.

HOME

FOOD

TEEVEE

BATHE

HERE.

(:

SLEEEEEEP.

i.. i can't wait for the future. (:

2007-10-14T00:01:00.000+08:00

I really wish you knew that i really meant to blog about how much fun I had in the past two days. I was honestly thinking about how to say it in the sweetest possible way. But i dont know if it matters as much now.

I don't care though,
No matter how much I've messed up,
No matter how much we've argued,
No matter how much rotten bananas we've gone through,
I'd still want you to know that i had buckets.. no, truckloads.. no, oceans of laughter and smiles these past two days.

xoxo

School 10.10.07

2007-10-10T14:08:00.000+08:00

School's been draggy and long today.
Dont have any frees today.
Didn't do math homew but it's okay. I really couldn't do it.
I have school till 6 today.
Singers are having intensive rehearsals in November.
Oh, i'm performing in a choir with my school on Nov 13th, anyone want to come?
it's at esplanade, 730PM.

(:

My eye bags are the now the size of Paris.

There are so many holiday homew assigned.
So far, there are two essays. 1000 words each.
Chinese test tomorrow.
English worksheets.
Art.
And the week isn't over yet.

School. 09.10.07

2007-10-09T18:03:00.000+08:00

School has been wearing me out so much these few days.
I've decided to blog more. (: Bout my boring, boring life.

Saturday, i was in school from 4PM-9PM doing art and having choir prac.
Sunday, i was in school from 1.30PM-930PM having rehearsal and art.
Monday, i was in school from 8AM-930PM having school and did art for 7 and a half hours.

I'm really tired, really really worn out.

It's 6:11PM now and i'm still in school waiting for mom to come pick me and my sister up.

My stomac's screaming for food,
My body's crying out for sleep,
My heart's crying out for your love.

psychology class

2007-10-02T09:15:00.000+08:00

Hahaha. I think this is quite hilarious. Almost everyone was drifting in and out of sleep in my psych class. Teacher's away. (:

Right, quite random.

2007-09-30T19:18:00.000+08:00

It feels quite weird in a good kind of way being back, here, on the balcony after so long.

Watched the sky go dark today..
and i wonder if you were looking up the sky too. (:

The serenity of this place never fails to calm me down and take my worries away. (:

zann baby, i miss you. (:

What's up?

2007-09-26T11:47:00.000+08:00

I'm not proud of what's been going on in school.

Getting
3/10 for Chemistry,
33/55 for Math,
15/50 for Art,
4/7 for English..
is not one of the best news to tell everyone.

Jac, buck up.

2007-09-13T00:23:00.000+08:00

Go, she whispered to herself. Go find the darkest corner there is in your room, maybe, just maybe, you'll find some comfort there.

Curl up, hug your knees, maybe you'll feel better.

She wanted so much to throw her books, her pillow and everything in sight against the wall.. but she couldn't even find the strength to pick herself up.

She wanted time to stop, so she wouldn't have to face the things which will happen later on in the day. She felt like she didn't have the strength to carry on. She didn't want tomorrow to come, at least for now.

Pushing aside the million and one thoughts racing through her head, all she wanted was to feel numb. Numb
everything.. the words, the feelings, the hurt.

She felt like she wasn't good enough, ideal enough, wonderfuly perfect enough..

Oh. Don't worry, i'll live.

blog blog blog

2007-08-29T22:41:00.000+08:00

blog blog blog..

what's there to blog?

that it's just the second week of school and it's already tiring?
that..

great, i just lost all inspiration to blog. (:

silly me.

2007-08-19T18:21:00.000+08:00

she smiled, like she never smiled before.

the end.

2007-08-18T00:43:00.000+08:00

So school's starting really soon. NEXT WEEK. After two months of holidays, it's quite hard to get back to the school mode. I'm actually nervous.. scared, almost, to go back to school wearing that black and white uniform. it's a big jump, going from tenth grade to eleventh grade..

I'm actually quite scared of the future, I don't know if work will pile up all the way to my face, I don't know if i can get to do all I want to do in this last two years in UWC.. in Singapore, maybe. Before I leave to pursue my dreams. The feeling's bittersweet. I can't bear to leave all I have in Singapore for that few years which may seem like an eternity. But through all these insecurities, I know big daddy up there has a great destiny for me and he never fails to re-assure me of the future. (:

my dear girl, don't worry, it's gonna be alright.

2007-08-08T11:51:00.000+08:00

Okay, so inspiration decided to hit me. I know this blog hasn't been anything more than words collecting dust. But if you all must know, the drafts has been pilling up more than published posts. (: And it's not as if alot of people actually comes to this blog and read.

Well, this period of my life has been bittersweet. Being overseas, in Aussie or Indo, it all feels distant. A thousand gazillion people (i may be exaggerating a little.. fine, may be a lot) i see everyday and i still feel so alone. This post sounds far too 'emo'. Let's look at the sweet-er side of things. I got to see my brother, who's down with the flu and cough.. Um, I may have passed it to him. :D I got to see my grandfather back in Indo.. And get a financial blessing of $100. :D Oh! I also got to eat my very much missed Mie Ayam. (: But i rather stay in Singapore.

And if by any chance anyone who reads this and feels really generous, get me stilletos from Melbourne! They are love. :D It doesn't cost very much.. just $130 average. :D

Please and thank you!

2007-07-09T20:49:00.000+08:00

happy 18th birthday big brother! :D

i'm listening to too many love songs.
i promise i will. (:

boys smell

2007-06-25T23:27:00.000+08:00

boys smell, throw rocks at them.
boys smell, throw boulders at them.
boy: i smell, throw boulders at me.
boys smell, throw buildings at them.
boys smell, throw ten buildings at them.
boy: i smell, throw EVERY building in sight at me.
boys smell, throw toilet bowls at them, help them be smellier.
boy: i smell, throw smelly toilet bowl at me ):
boy: smelly, smelly me (:
boy: be a man, lend a helping hand in becoming smelly like them smelly toilet bowls.

: D

dear big daddy,

2007-06-25T20:43:00.000+08:00

the world spins under my feet
and i'm afraid of what the future holds.

louder, i'm crying
and it doesn't end.

wake me up at three AM,
hop on the car
and we'll drive as far as we can go.

will you?

ps.
can't you see that i'm choking?

love songs

2007-06-22T22:02:00.000+08:00

listening to long-lost-love songs at nights like this is love (:

i don't care who you are where you're from what you did as long as you love me.
girl i want you to know that you will always be my everything.
all i need is someone who makes me want to sing.
so hold me close and say three words, like you used to do.

ice-cream, movies, sleep and long bus rides, here i come :D

everytime

2007-06-13T00:34:00.000+08:00

i would never know what to say.

wake me up at three a.m,

let's jump into the car and drive as far as we can go,

just.. to get away

lets talk about our lifes till the sun comes up

and waste the day away playing the guitar and singing songs.

2007-06-09T23:16:00.000+08:00

i'm out of my mind, please leave a message

girl in the yellow dress

2007-06-09T23:00:00.000+08:00

PROM. :Djac, yeen, huey, tamar, penny, petra, pris, nil #1

kuan liang, irene, jac
dancing buddies #1 : D
spot me
masquarade ball

laya jac
indos #1 : D
alicia, laya, kuan liang, maho, jac
jac, yeen, huey, tamar, penny, petra, pris, nil #2

jac, yeen, huey, tamar, penny, petra, pris, nil #3
dancing buddies #2
chocolateeeeeeeeee : D
kuan liang, jessica, jac

indos #2

goodbye to you

2007-05-27T00:17:00.000+08:00

i've been searching deep down in my soul
words that i'm hearing are starting to get old
it feels like i'm starting all over again

it hurts to want everything and nothing at the same time
so i'll just have to sit back and watch my world disappear

and when the stars fall
i'll lie awake-
you're my shooting star

anything but ordinary

2007-05-24T23:13:00.000+08:00

is it enough to love?
is it enough to die?
is it enough to breathe?
somebody rip my heart out,
and leave me here to bleed.

sometimes i get so weird
i even amuse myself;
laugh myself to sleep
it's my lullaby.

i want to scream;
it makes me feel alive.

i want to be anything but ordinary.

i wish you knew

2007-05-20T23:49:00.000+08:00

i'm wishing on stars
i've got to reveal what's inside of my heart
but the words escape me.

honestly, i know it's silly of me
but i wish you knew.

pictureeeeeeees

2007-05-13T18:54:00.000+08:00

in search for the perfect prom dress :D

yellow yellow yellow. this dress was two sizes too big.

this dress made me look 2195823905862345 years older
i love love love love love love this dress. someone get for meeeeee. $225 i thinkkk. tangs in vivo :D

i loved this dress moooooost. too bad it's too short. anyone feeling generous? :D you can find it in one of the shops in vivo. $88 only!

$69 dollars onlyyyyyyyy! :D my birthday is in 2150723958725978 days.
pretty undies make you feel good on the outside (:

cell group/ JC outreach.

sandy and meee.

kat, jiayu, me, brendaaaa #1

kat, jiayu, me, brendaaaa #2

kat, jiayu, me, brendaaaa #3

random pictures

i think my sister looks adorable :D

small lolli, big lolli!

my friend drew this picture of me (:

geography paper tomorrow. >.<

2007-05-12T18:35:00.000+08:00

the idea of drowning myself in my tears sounds so tempting.

i'm just.. tired.

big girls dont cry

2007-05-11T23:14:00.000+08:00

i hope you know
that this has nothing to do with you
it's personal, myself and i
but i've got to get a move on with my life
its time to be a big girl now
and big girls ~~don't..~~ don't cry

the path that i'm walking
i must take the baby steps until i'm full grown
fairytales don't always have a happy ending, do they
and i foresee the dark ahead if i stay

like the little school mate in the school yard
we'll play jacks and uno cards
i'll be your best friend and you'll be mine

but its time for me to go home
its getting late, dark outside
i need to be with myself and big daddy

just do it

2007-05-10T21:31:00.000+08:00

dont be afraid,
pull the trigger yes, that's it
shoot me;
kill me. like that

dear daddy

2007-05-10T20:40:00.000+08:00

dear daddy,

~~help me~~
help him
help her
help them

love,
your little girl.

hi world

2007-05-09T11:51:00.000+08:00

hi world,

i'm off to my first 'Os' paper.

goodbye world.

love, your little girl.

2007-05-08T20:12:00.000+08:00

dear daddy,

[put draft here.]

love,
your little girl.

the time has come, to stand for all we believe in

2007-05-03T22:44:00.001+08:00

the time has come, to stand for all we believe in

.
Do not fear for I am with you
Do not be dismayed for I am your God
I will strengthen you and help you
I will uphold you with My righteous right hand - Is.41:10

It is the time of waiting that is more challenging, but if you carry the vision God has given you, you will find strength and rest in Him.

How often we too face situations that seem overwhelming and impossible. It's in those times that we need to find our confidence in Jesus. Our first instinct may be to back away in fear. But that's exactly when we need to look to Jesus, "the author and finisher of our faith", who will raise His nail-scarred hand and say, "Stay with it. Run the race. I've run it before you, and in My power you can win. You can do it!"

career day

2007-04-30T23:33:00.000+08:00

Grade 10 Career day - Last day of school the grade is going to be together; the history students are leaving early.

Caution: PG - there may be some disturbing photos.

the day started out like this.

ART CLASS!

his doremon handkerchief is loveeee. :D
laya's a high class waitress.
Ning's escaped from a mental hospital. urv is a hairdresser.
i'm not sure what clare is.

i think jasmine was a detective and naomi was a wrestling champ!
shamine loves to eat people you see.
love love loveee :D
niki's a dancer i thinkkk.

the table buddies!
pree's supposed to be a farmer. but if you dont see his hat, he looks like a nurse. HAHA.
the older lady is my art teacher. (:

BREAK TIME!

she's a psychic
mythili's mythili.

angel's a waitress!
jess's a model; pretty model.
saara is the BURGER QUEEN.
i'm not sure what sruthi is.
megan's a housewife

yaewon's a ballerinaaaaaaa.
marlene's a home-maker.
loretta's a pirate
alicia's an office-lady, i think.
channel's a run-away kid. hahaha, i'm joking.

jiwon's a construction worker, i think.
maho's a chef!
wei's a painter, so cute!
march's a construction worker.
devika's a scientist.

~~joyce~~danli's a nurseeeee.
sruthi's a gypsyyy! so pretty can.
she's the boss's daughter!

ASSEMBLY

GRADE 10 ASSEMBLY. two thirds of the grade.

MATH

tamar's a lousy mad scientist who burnt down the whole building, explaining the black soot on her face.

ON THE WAY TO CHINESE CLASS

the attack of the moustaches!!!
korean charlie chaplin number one, korean charlie chaplin number two. hahahahaha.
laushi very nice, gave us chicken rice to eat! :D oh, and the moustache is taking a break at the side.
oohhhh, we sexy thangs. :DDDD
such posers. :DD

~~ass-trology.~~
this laushi has alot, ALOT, of patience.
opps. (:
chinese classssss. :DDDDD
this picture scared me.

matt and ben - class clowns.
conclusion: matt's fav. past time is taking close ups of his face.

LUNCH

we have a customer!

SHE'S LOST IT. oh, she stole my moustache!

i changed my moustache! :DDDD
look! we can catch bubbles, and moustaches too!

AFTER SCHOOL

i'll miss you michelleeeeeee.
*abacadabraaaaaa!
i shy to show my new image. >.<

no more moustache!!!
awww, :D
the pirate from the previous previous picture tripped me!
she's out to kill me!!!!!

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!
she saved me! :DDDDDDDD

~~last picture-~~
last picture of the day. :DDDDD

just a word of caution, please read the piece of paper CAREFULLY.

my autobiography

2007-04-28T11:46:00.000+08:00

CAUTION: PLEASE IGNORE THIS POST. JACQUELINE IS JUST VERY BORED.

Prologue:
1.Where did you take your default pic?
- in my room

2.What exactly are you wearing right
now?
- white polo tee.

3.What is your current problem?
- trying to bury myself into my books.

4.What makes you most happy?
- when his will is done.

5.What's the name of the song that
you're listening to?
- i'm not missing you

6.Has anyone you've been really close
with passed away?
- unfortunately, yes.

7. Do you ever watch MTV?
- yes.

8. What's something that really annoys you?
- sometimes, myself. (:

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Chapter 1:
1. Nickname(s)?
- jac, jackie

2. Current place?
- study room

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Chapter 2:
1. Do you live with your parents?
- yeah

2. Do you get along with your parent (s)?
- why not?

3. Are your parents married/separated/divorced?
- married

4. Do you have any Siblings?
- two.
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Chapter 3: Favorite...

1. Ice Cream?
- coffee and almond crunch-stick.

2. Season?
- i love all. (:
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Chapter 4: Do You..

1. Write on your hand?
- yeah.

2. Call people back?
- yeah.

3. Believe in love?
- yeah.

4. Sleep on a certain side of the bed?
- i take up the whole bed. =D

5. Have any bad habits?
- of course.

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Chapter 5: Have You....
1. Broken a bone?
- i dont think so. haha.

3. Had physical therapy?
- dont think so.

4. Gotten stitched?
- nope.

5. Taken painkillers?
- oh, yes.

6. Gone SCUBA diving or snorkeling?
- nopeeeeee, i want to.

7. Been stung by a bee?
- nope.

8. Thrown up at the dentist?
- nope.

9. Been suspended?
- nope.
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Chaper 6: Who/What was the last
1. Movie(s) you watched last?
- the number 23.

2. Person to text you?
- yeen.

3. Person you called?
- home

4. Thing you touched?
- the letter R.

5. Thing you ate?
- J.CO DONUTS ARE LOVE.

6. Thing you drank?
- water.

7. Time you cried?
- last week i think.

8. wished on a star?
- last night.

farewell little one;

2007-04-26T21:23:00.000+08:00

bye little monster junior. ): (:

art

2007-04-26T21:07:00.000+08:00

had my art exam two days ago. i love art exams. =D this was what i did in the ten hours i was given, my final piece, my 'O level's' art piece. (:

the background is a collage about war and suffering, jesus than died on the cross for us to take away that pain and forgiving us of our sins - this is represented by the strings on him. the phrase 'this is love' is what i want to tell the whole world.

okay, it's something like that. (:

THE C.A.M.P.F.I.R.E SONG SONG

2007-04-21T22:23:00.000+08:00

my God's great, what about yours?

resting on the shoulders of your name

2007-04-17T22:28:00.000+08:00

and if you want to talk about it,

come and sit with me and cry on my shoulder,

i'm a friend.

prep; ignore me, i'm side tracking

2007-04-17T21:47:00.000+08:00

RICH KID]
[ ] You go tanning.
[x] You own a cell phone.
[ ] You own something from coach
[ ] You own something from chanel
[ ] You own something from juicy couture
[ ] You own something from louis vuitton
[x] You love/like going to the mall.
[x] You own an iPod/MP3 player.
[ ] You love Starbucks.
[ ] You have been called a brat.
[ ] You have tons of shoes.
[ ] You hate buying things that areon sale.
[x] You have more than one house
Total: 4

[GOTHIC]
[x] Black is one of your favorite colors.
[x] You have thought about death.
[x] You wear chains.
[ ] You like heavy metal.
[ ] You've shopped at Hot Topic.
[ ] You have worn black lipstick.
[x] Your hair was/is dark.
[ ] You dislike preps.
[ ] You're an athiest/ satanist.
[x] You have/want piercings.
Total: 5

[PUNK]>
[ ] You can skateboard.
[x] You wear plaid.
[x] You like Converse.
[ ] You hate MTV.
[x] You have/had/want blue, pink,red, purple, or green hair.
[x] You love/like skater girls/boys.
[ ] You dislike pink.
[ ] You hate preps.
[ ] You wear/wore skateboardingshoes.
Total: 4

GEEK]
[x] You love the computer.
[ ] You like Star Wars.
[x] You are supposed/wore/wear towear glasses
[ ] You get straight A's.
[x]You love/like reading.
[ ] You were/are in band.
[ ] You don't care what you look like.
[x] You have a curfew.
[ ] You always do your homework.
[ ] You never miss school unless your sick.
Total: 4

EMO]
[x] You are depressed sometimes.
[ ] You have black-rimmed glasses.
[ ] You like the band Thursday.
[x] You cry easily.
[x] You like emo music.
[ ]You hate being called emo.
[x]You keep/kept a journal/diary.
[ ] You have written a sad poem
[x] You have/had a sad MySpace/Friendster layout.
[ ] you think emo kids are hot
Total:5

[GHETTO/GANGSTA]
[ ] You like rap.
[ ] you are in a gang
[ ] You wear rubberbands in yourpants.
[ ] You swear a lot.
[x] You have had a freestyle battle.
[x] You have worn converse with the tongue flipped out.
Total: 2

[HARDCORE]
[x] You like loud music
[ ] You love the Ninja Turtles!
[ ] You never walk anywhere.
[ ] You wear slip-on shoes.
[ ] You love Norma Jean.
[ ] You wear band t-shirts.
[ ] People have called you a freak and meant it.
[ ] "hardcore" dance
[x] Your hair has been dyed more than one color.
[x] You wear blue jeans.
Total: 3

[PREP]>
[ ] You love The OC>
[x] You have/want/had a tiny/medium> sized dog.>
[ ] Your usual outfits consist of> bright colors.>
[x] You like buying shoes>
[ ] You shop at American Eagle>
[x]You love/like to shop.>
[x] You love jeans.>
[ ] you love paris hilton>
[x] Getting your nails done is a fun thing.>
[x] you wear big sunglasses.>
Total:6

[Athletic]>
[ ]You watch the Superbowl.>
[x]You own track shoes or others ports related shoes.>
[x]You collect your/others jerseys.>
[x]You have/had had a special shelf for trophies and awards.>
[ ]You have posters or plaques of famous athletes.>
[ ]Your garage/shed consists of sports equipment.>
[x]You belong/belonged to a school> team.>
[ ]you are going/did go to a sports summer camp.>
[ ]you have a specific number preferred for your jersey.>
Total:4

13.04.07

2007-04-16T23:52:00.000+08:00

dear ants,

2007-04-16T23:40:00.000+08:00

i'm sorry but i really cannot stand how you little ones invade my space; go away before i really lose it, please and thank you (:

dear friend

2007-04-16T00:46:00.000+08:00

I want to go back to when it was all so simple and words weren't twisted and understanding came easier then forgiveness I want to remember a time when I didn't cry over a thought of you and I is there someone left there to remember the sound of our laughter and the way we smiled?

or did it all fade away when we whispered goodbye?

i have nothing interesting to blog, except this.

2007-04-08T22:41:00.000+08:00

oh, and i made plenty of new pretty and handsome friends today. =D

Kel says:
you ah.. always the angsty teen

Kel says:
isn't it pass your bed time?

And all you can do is wait for the day when they will care says:
hahah, nopeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. =D

Kel says:
gasp....

Kel says:
you sleep late?

And all you can do is wait for the day when they will care says:
hahahahahaha. surprising?

Kel says:
yah

Kel says:
i thought pretty people sleep early

And all you can do is wait for the day when they will care says:
HAHAHAHA. funny joke. (:

tag backs

2007-04-08T21:58:00.000+08:00

char - haven seen you in ages. (: love you much much too.

kat - you're fired. =D

conrad - i did update! nice seeing you the other timeeee. and is it really that deep? hahaha.

ohwells - study hard. (:

leila - seen it! =D and hello, nice lit tutor!

yingcai - hello there! yupp, i still remember you. linked. :)

gracia - helllllloooooooo! i'll come back to visit sooooooon! missss you much much!

bboy - dont be, dont leave me alone. (:

janna - hellllooo janna! pretty pretty pretty; i love. =D

yuentuck - haha. what you mean, what happened to me?

allllllleetheaaa - BOOOO!

debby - yes you gorgeous girl, i promise i will! =D and you're hotter!

kejie - awww, yes! i will come back again, soon! (:

paulo - wait, which paul is this? (: who's that lucky girl?

sherlene - oh, hello! =D pretty thing.

dan - which dan is this? (: hello you!

alvin - hahahahahhaa. hello super duper twin :) and, can i ask you something before i make a comment? do you take lit?

aver - ahhhhhhhhhhhh! my long lost mistress. hahaha. i missed you, really. and i miss everybody! i miss the clique. and i came back after one year lahhhh. haha. where got two years. and please go make a blog, so i can keep up with your world. haha. and you're welcome! i'm here if you need me. you can just call 91255***! =D love you plenty plenty!

candice - linked (:

a picture speaks a thousand words

2007-04-07T01:11:00.000+08:00

oh, go figure.

Have you ever

2007-04-04T17:28:00.000+08:00

Have you ever loved somebody so much,

It makes you cry

Have you ever needed something so bad,

You can't sleep at night

Have you ever tried to find the words,

But they don't come out right

Have you ever been in love Been in love so bad,

You'd do anything to make them understand

Have you ever had someone steal your heart away,

You'd give anything to make them feel the same

Have you ever searched for words to get you in their heart

But you don't know what to say

And you don't know where to start

Have you ever found the one You've dreamed of all of your life

You'd do just about anything to look into their eyes

Have you finally found the one you've given your heart to

Only to find that one won't give their heart to you

Have you ever closed your eyes and Dreamed that they were there

And all you can do is wait for the day when they will care

happiness

2007-04-03T13:58:00.000+08:00

i found this in one of my older posts:

find out how much God has given you and from it take what you need; the remainder is needed by others.

caught in a painful presumption

2007-04-01T22:07:00.000+08:00

'There was no uncertainty in it, no question or lingering pause. There was nothing for her. She clamped her hand harder around the phone, but she didnt want to betray her chaotic feelings. She wan't good at being left.

Sometimes you hung up the phone and felt the bruising of your heart. It hurt now and it would hurt more later. The conversation was too unsatisfying to continue and yet you couldn't stand for it to end. She wanted to throw the phone and also herself against the wall.

For the first few months of school, nothing felt familiar and nothing felt real, except maybe, food. She felt as though she'd stepped out of the flow of time. She watched it go past, but she didn't take part. She just waited there, wondering when her life would start, again.

Desire was just the dumbest thing. You wanted what you wanted intil it was yours. Then you didn't want it anymore. You took what you had for granted until it was no longer yours. This, it seemed to her, was one of the crueler paradoxes of human nature.

But so what if it was an illusion?
Illusions could be really helpful sometimes.'

ignore me, i'm bored.

2007-03-22T21:24:00.000+08:00

TEN YRS AGO
1.) How old were you then?- 5
2.) Where did you go to school?- kinderland
3.) Where did you work?- in school.
4.) Where did you live?- No.1 Youngberg Terrace/ Avon park #07-12 S(357741)
5.) Where did you hang out?- err...
6.) Did you wear glasses?- nope.
7.) Who was your best friend?- err... i'm QUITE forgetful.
8.) How many tattoos did you have?- HAHA.
9.) How many piercing did you have?- none.
10.) What car did you drive?- toy car =D
11.) Had you been to a real party yet?- birthday party? yes.
12.) Had your heart broken?-nope. =D

FIVE YEARS AGO
1.) How old were you?- 10
2.) Where did you go to school?- Cedar Primary School
3.) Where did you work?- TSK.
4.) Where did you live?- No.1 Youngberg Terrace/ Avon park #07-12 S(357741)
5.) Where did you hang out?- at home, yes, tragic.
7.) Who was your best friend?- Lin WanShi.
8.) Who was your regular-person crush?- hmm,
9.) How many tattoos did you have?- =D
10.) How many piercing did you have?- none.
11.) What car did you drive?- imaginary car. =D
12.) Had you had your heart broken?- nope

MARCH 2007.
1.) How old are you?- 15
2.) Where do you work?- err, at home (:
3.) Where do you live?- SECRET. heh, bribe me first.
4.) Do you wear glasses?- yeah, contacts too.
5.) Where do you hang out?- i love my bed. =D
6.) Who are your best friends?- MANY MANY. =D
8.) Do you talk to your old friends?- yuppppppp=D
9.) How many piercing do you have?- one on each ear.
10.) How many tattoos?- SPONSOR ME =D
11.) What kind of car do you drive?-
12.) Has your heart been broken?- sadly, yes.

stop leaving me confused; i'm getting tired.

2007-03-21T22:39:00.000+08:00

i ~~kinda~~ miss my brother.

never want to be without you

2007-03-19T18:17:00.000+08:00

the world has been passing by so quickly these few days. school has been pretty slack. i really need to pull my socks up and STUDY STUDY STUDY.

tsk.

i'm off to POS practice.
bye world.
PS. I LOVE NG ZINING. (: sorry i lost my temper the other dayyyy. =D

so the story goes, there's something you should know, before i walk away and blow the ending.

there is none like you

2007-03-13T21:23:00.000+08:00

penning down my ~~thoughts~~ emotions isn't always easy.

i cant go on and pretend.

smiling away, when i actually feel like poop inside.

ah, forget it.

):

2007-03-11T22:45:00.000+08:00

you know, sometimes i feel i miss out on alot.

i <3 sy! =D

2007-03-11T19:22:00.000+08:00

faith is when you still trust and believe in the big daddy in heaven although the world gives you a reason not to.

sometimes we ask big daddy, 'God, what is your problem?' 'God, why are you doing this to me?' 'God, where were you when all these things are happening to me?'

but we know, he is always there working on something great in the midst of the darkness. be it for our safety or stirring people's heart or taking us to another level, he is always there.

all i can taste is this moment

2007-03-09T22:52:00.000+08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=e8l2e73MQ9A

watch watch watch! =D

silly, silly, silly, silly, silly, silly.

2007-03-08T21:53:00.000+08:00

the thought of me presenting my english oral to my english class leaves me scared silly. ):

these days.

2007-03-08T13:30:00.000+08:00

school has been taxing these days. the toothache doesnt help, and the endless errands i have to run doesnt help either. but i'm thankful i have such a wonderful english teacher =D she gave me another extension! - till monday. i love her to bits! =D

hmm, i love jenny alot! (: hahaha. okay this is just random. i just complained that i have no idea what else i want to blog about and she told me to write that.

learn from the pain?

=D

2007-03-06T23:02:00.000+08:00

fly me to the moon

and let me play among the stars

let me see what spring is like

on Jupiter and Mars

fill my heart with a song

and let me sing for evermore

will we stand on rooftops and scream our hearts out?

safar fashion show

2007-03-04T22:42:00.000+08:00

you're my survival,

my living proof.

i had fun today, thanks just-above-six-months-old-silly-little-perv! (: for spending 30 cents per second. heh.

2:07AM

2007-02-28T02:06:00.000+08:00

i'll be the greatest thing in ~~your~~ life.

cranky

2007-02-28T00:06:00.000+08:00

~~i keep telling myself~~ it's ~~almost~~ already 12:08AM and i'm still not asleep. i ~~want~~ need some beauty sleep, badly. should i just not continue my english essay and go to sleep? or should i be a good girl and finish my english essay, which is due tomorrow? ugh. ~~i seriously feel like crap~~

-SCREAMS. @#*$&^%!

mood swings

2007-02-27T13:34:00.000+08:00

trying to do my geography project now, during lunch.

it's 1:53AM.

2007-02-14T01:51:00.000+08:00

i'm so tired and sleepy. i just finished my english essay. i have no idea how i am going to survive tomorrow.

hello world!

2007-01-27T21:36:00.000+08:00

i am having a terrible terrible back ache. and everybody, i kind of lost some of my contacts. so you should know what to do, right? okay, i cant even type/ talk propelly. have been having a pretty hard time expressing myself. tsk. i need a massage, badly. i need self control and discipline. i need to finish my drama coursework. i need somebody to be there to make me do my coursework. i need to improve on my art book. tsk.

it's been pretty frustrating

2007-01-26T22:40:00.000+08:00

i feel a little frustrated. dont know why. maybe because i'm cranky from the lack of sleep! tsk. been pretty busy too.

today

0630 - rise and shine!

0810 - first class

0300 - soccer

0430 - off to orchard to repair my phone, again

0545 - home; bathe and get ready for dance class

0700 - start street jazz dance class

0830 - finish class; go home

0945 - reach home; dinner

1015 - computer.

.

seeeeeee! very busy. :( somebody give me time for V day present. haha. i feel like posting some random pictures.

i love food.

i indulge in food.

i will fight for my food.

the airport offers you: good expensive food,

basketball chairs,

soccer seats.

hmmm. suck suck suck!

my love!

during christmas party.

helping around in the kitchen.

smile for the camera!

i miss my long black hair..

i miss my long blond hair too.

POK!

2007-01-22T21:47:00.000+08:00

~~blogger wont~~ yay!!!!! pictures! (:okay, hahahahaha.
i love my daddy (:
my daddy's wife.
candids.

eh!

good night world!

mommy's birthday part 1

2007-01-21T22:41:00.000+08:00

okay, me being retarded.
my mommy and my sister
me and birthday girl! (: see where i got my genes from. heh.
the guys
hahaha. hilarious.

.
okay. this is just part one. part two will come soon. blogger wont let me upload more photos.

bye world.

school classes are starting, officially tomorrow.

games

2007-01-18T16:53:00.000+08:00

okay, computer games like SIMS can seriously can get you addicted. tsk. that's what i have been playing the whole day and i'm supposed to be doing my drama portfolio! i feel guilty. tsk. i know it wont help lah. tsk! exams allow me to slack more. i dont know why. somebody tell me!

it's yaewon's birthday btw, happy birthday babe! i know you most prob wont read but thank you for the past year of ups and downs. (: love you! (:

going to work tomorrow, after my chem paper. going for bs at riverwalk later. dont know how me, zining and jiayu will find our way there. hahh. (:

bye world!

$20.00

2007-01-16T16:52:00.000+08:00

$20.00
-
Sometimes we just need to be reminded!
-
A well-known speaker started off his seminar by holding up a $20.00 bill.

In the room of 200, he asked, "Who would like this $20 bill?"

Hands started going up. He said, "I am going to give this $20 to one of you but first, let me do this.

He proceeded to crumple up the $20 dollar bill. He then asked, "Who still wants it?"

Still the hands were up in the air.

Well, he replied, "What if I do this?" And he dropped it on the ground and started to grind it into the floor with his shoe. He picked it up, now crumpled and dirty. "Now, who still wants it?"

Still the hands went into the air.

My friends, we have all learned a very valuable lesson. No matter what he did to the money, you still wanted it because it did not decrease in value.

It was still worth $20. Many times in our lives, we are dropped, crumpled, and ground into the dirt by the decisions we make and the circumstances that come our way.

We feel as though we are worthless. But no matter what has happened or what will happen, you will never lose your value.

Dirty or clean, crumpled or finely creased, you are still priceless to those who DO LOVE you.

The worth of our lives comes not in what we do or who we know, but by WHO WE ARE and WHOSE WE ARE.

You are special- Don't EVER forget it."

Count your blessings, not your problems.

"And remember: amateurs built the ark .. professionals built the Titanic."

If God brings you to it - He will bring you through it.

found this in my inbox, it really reminded me and touched me in a way. (:

this is for everybody.

anyway, had cheena paper today, it went great! (: went to orchard after to meet grandmommy and mommy for lunch. my mommy felt generous! she blessed be with this gorgeous red velvet charlse and keith handbag. (: it was on sale so bought it for $20.90. had lunch at crystal jade kitchen, met my relatives there. the couple were there for lunch too. but the husband just had an operation to remove his skin cancer cells.

it just reminded me how life is so precious, it can be gone just like that. okay, so cliche.

geog paper tomorrow.

my body's aching!

2007-01-13T21:08:00.000+08:00

my body's aching like ducks and gooses. haha. thank god for the weather! for not raining ducks and gooses!

hee. we all prayed yesterday, my mommy prayed, sister, me! and everybody! haha.

god is good, all the time.

it didnt rain!!! we had plenty of fun though stuff happened here and there. (: yayyyyyy. i'm exhausted, from running, getting hit by water balloons, getting buried in the sand, getting pushed into the sea, getting exposed, heh, getting sunburn, even if there wasnt any sun, laughing, dancing, shouting, taking pictures with complete strangers, swimming, trying to get on cheuk's shoulders without falling, eating, bathing, playing monkey, getting bullied, getting elbowed, playing volleyball, being a sentospalawan-er, okay i should really stop. it was just plain fun today. heh (:

i wanna thank the big daddy in heaven for answering my prayers too! (: i wanna thank my daddy too! for sending me all the way to kovan 1030 in the morning and waiting for the shop to open at 11 just to buy this $1 pump needle thing. (:
-
i forgot what i want to blog about.
jiayu, if you happen to read this, rest well okay! get well soon! i love you pretty!

lazy to blog

2007-01-12T20:34:00.000+08:00

had english paper today. i was late for exam. and channing thinks i was late cos i was eating. tsk. okay, i was late because my brother dilly dally his way to the car and it was raining ducks and gooses and we left the house 5 minutes late. and i was 5 minutes late for exam. but luckily teacher waited. cos they knew people, like me, are bound to be late. haha.

after school, it was still raining ducks and gooses, my shoe got wet and my big toe was killing me. had a hard time getting home. very painful! than my mommy ask me to go work. so i went home and change and eat than go work. kat and her friend dawn work with me! and we had alot of fun. haha. kat was the bulleee. dawn and i were the bullies. (:

going sentosa tomorrow. i hope it doesn't rain ducks and goose tommorow. err, i just saw the weather forcast. it'll be 'Intermittent moderate to heavy rain.' :( how?

OIE!

2007-01-11T20:35:00.000+08:00

i'm right where i want to be,

it's a beautiful life.

-
phone sms between me and channing---
channing: ahhhh! why wont it stop raining?! making me feel emo.
me: eh! go look in the mirror and make a funny face! than you wont be emo anymore.
channing: (: thanks, i feel sorta better.
-

hahahaha. he really did it!

ohhhhhhh, and i found out that my mommy is a real stylo milo queen leh! so nice all her clothes! i want. (: anyone feeling nice, wanna bless me? hahaha.

and had chem paper just now, apperantly, i thought that it was the harder paper all along and i prepared for it. haha. but it was the core paper, so it was just mcq and short answer. was alright. (:

forgotten what i want to blog about.

having eng tomorrow, *nudgeeeeee pray for me! (:

prelims/ mocks

2007-01-09T22:44:00.000+08:00

have been going on okay. (: maths went brilliantly well!
eng went better than lit, lit went alright.
but i know i can pass all! haha. (: yay me!
having cheeeeeeeena and maths easier paper tomorrow. (:

i am in school

2007-01-08T13:04:00.000+08:00

now, waiting fo my next paper to come.

still have about half hour plus plus to waste. (:

maths paper just now in the morning wasnt as bad as i thought it would be!! heh.

it was the harder paper too, i could do everything and so far, i was the only one who did the last question. heee. (:

english paper next. kinda worried.

worried enough to pee on my pants. hahaha. (:

i'm bored. have been slacking/ studying for already two hours.

bye.

these days

2007-01-04T22:53:00.000+08:00

have been filled with studying and studying and studying.

i feel proud of myself. i did 7 out of the 10 papers i had to do today. (:

and i actually can study alone! that's amazing.

recieved a call from maddie earlier in the day and she asked me if i want to come and be in the audience of the arena. i want to go. but have to take my exams into consideration. how how. it's 2-6 somemore. four hours.

dont think i can go alr! tsk. but i want to.

okay. i should stop whining.

i am so indecisive can.

oh. and leila overslept again. no surprise there. haha.

and i just learnt that i have to play praise and worship this weeeeeeeek.

okay. my life has been pretty boring these days.

studying is all i do.

haha.

ciao everybody.

oh no! i just realised that i havent done leila's homework. :(

life is a gift

2006-12-30T21:03:00.000+08:00

Today before you think of saying an unkind word - Think of someone who
can't speak.
-
Before you complain about the taste of your food - Think of someone who
has nothing to eat.
-
Before you complain about your husband or wife - Think of someone who's
crying out to God for a companion.
-
Today before you complain about life

Think of someone who went too
early to heaven.
-
Before you complain about your children - Think of someone who desires
children but they're barren.
-
Before you argue about your dirty house, someone didn't clean or sweep
Think of the people who are living in the streets.
-
Before whining about the distance you drive - Think of someone who
walks the same distance with their feet.
-
And when you are tired and complain about your job (students too!) - Think of the
unemployed, the disabled and those who wished they had your job.
-
But before you think of pointing the finger or condemning another -
Remember that not one of us are without sin and we all answer to one
maker.
-
And when depressing thoughts seem to get you down - Put a smile on
your face and thank God you're alive and still around.
-
Life is a gift, Live it, Enjoy it, Celebrate it, And fulfill it.
-

i got this from an email a friend sent.

i find it very meaningful.

esp the last example.

went out with weide and aliana today.

went to watch charlotte's web.

everyone should go watch it.

not only are the pigs cute,

dakota is inside!

she is very very talented.

we ended up not studying today,

cos weide wanted to pangseh us half way,

we tagged along to whereever he was going to.

i kinda got lost just now.

kinda took the wrong bus.

haha.

came home an hour late. opps.

it's kinda scary getting lost in a place you dont really know.

but yeah, i had alot of fun with aliana and weide today (:

but kinda guilty that i didnt study.

tsk tsk.

appreciation cell tomorrow!

fun.

this morning

2006-12-30T09:40:00.000+08:00

is still the same.

the same banging which prevents me from sleeping.

going on a date with ali-ana later! weide's the gooseberry.

movie and study.

fun.

oh. and i miss my phone.

i feel naked without it. :(

RAHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!

2006-12-28T10:23:00.000+08:00

someone, seriously, go kill them!

even the computer and drawer is moving!

tsk!!!!

i'm very hungry

2006-12-28T10:14:00.000+08:00

tsk.

someone go kill the workers next door.

earthquake

2006-12-28T09:38:00.000+08:00

the neighbours demolishing their house so early in the morning is a pain in my ~~butt~~ neck.

it feels like an earthquake.

when i lie awake on my bed,

i could feel the whole house shaking.

scary.

anyway, have to do my essay for leila.

she's coming in 50 minutes.

dont second guess my insanity

2006-12-27T21:34:00.000+08:00

And this is my beautiful life
The only thing certain is everything changes
Lows and the highs
And all those goodbyes
As hard as it gets I know it's still amazing
To be alive
It's a beautiful life

emo no more

2006-12-27T19:54:00.000+08:00

okay, so i've been feeling all emo for the past few days. (:

i'm alright now.

thanks jiayu.

i dont know if you'll read, but i really am thankful for a friend like you.

thanks for telling me that i'm not going through things by myself.

and thanks for sharing and trusting me so much.

take care of that sorethroat kay!

i love you! (:

and i also want you to know that you're not going through things alone okay?

and whenever you feel sad bout anything, i'll be here for you.

forever and always.

i'm happy, with my new blogskin and revived links.

haha.

these days have been really stressful.

study study study.

tsk.

am really worried bout the exams too.

okay. my turtle, which has been with me for five years almost died just now.

so sad.

but now he's slowing getting his life back.

aunty detty laid hands on him and prayed for him already.

haha.

everybody! my handphone SPOIL.

so, i'm sorry if i dont reply your messages etc. (:

a beautiful life

2006-12-27T13:05:00.000+08:00

and this is my beautiful life.

still medan

2006-12-20T18:56:00.000+08:00

okay, so i'm getting quite bored here in medan.

have been doing the same things over and over again. well, almost.

morning wake up, lazy around, get up, sleep again.

than eat lunch and off to sun plaza.

in sun plaza, walk, walk, walk, movie, movie, movie, shop and eat, eat, eat.

than home, dinner and than homework.

my teeve spoil.

than sleep. than the same thing again.

but i kinda enjoy it. (:

today i saw these group of people, girls and boys who wore same clothes.

well, the girls were wearing same clothes and the boys were wearing same clothes.

and they're not wearing uniforms.

one big big big group were wearing colour code pink and the another group were wearing white and denim.

what ever happened to individuality?!

so i'm coming back tomorrow, night.

cant wait.

than study until the first week of january ends.

fun. (:

my brother's off to aussie soon. :(

house will be empty without him.

and it wont be the same anymore.

tsk.

i miss him already.

yes, he can be a pain in the butt sometimes but that's what that makes him who he is.

tsk tsk.

the year pass by so quickly lah. it's already december.

cant wait till my exams come and i can get it done and over with. (:

medan!

2006-12-18T18:05:00.000+08:00

okay, so this is my first day in Medan.

tonight will be my second night.

i just came back from facial.

SO PAINFUL CAN!

goodness. press press press.

tsk.

but i feeel good. ahahah.

went to the salon today to go cut my hair.

i know what my next hairstyle and colour is going to be already.

i'll do it when i come back the next time. haha.

JUNE! (:

it shall remain a secret.

going shopping at mango later!

yay. (: 50% discount.

80% discount at city surf and so on. wheee!

leila! jealous? hahaha.

i miss medan (:

yay!

2006-12-14T21:11:00.000+08:00

blogger's been very irritating.
couldnt post my previous post.
haha. shall recount my past week of not blogging.

okay. here goes.

brother's shopping day! (:

well, i got one skirt too. (:

oh! i'm so proud of myself. i didnt pack double of what i am supposed to pack. (:

haha.

mommy + daddy = me

hahaha. this is my sister = lioness.

actually, she's just getting her hair done for the wedding. (:

that's my hair for the wedding. (: not much difference, i know.

going back singapore day. (: me and daddy at condo lobby.

this is how we were travelling in the jakarta airport.

my mommy pushes me, i push my sister, my sister sits there and looks pretty. (: crazyness, like mother; like daughter.

people were staring but my shoes were killing me so i sat down. (:

in changi airport, i was walking barefooted. cannot tahan my shoes.

immigration officer: not wearing your shoes?

jac: heh. yeah. painful.

blogger is a pain in my butt.

tsk.

bride; groom; bridesmaids.

okay, the pictures are huge.

tsk. this is annoying me.

in the lift; on the way to the wedding.

on the day before; spot the difference

cousin; me

MINE!

me; brother

spot me. (:

lampost. heh.

it's not that i appear tall, it's an illusion. she had to take out her shoes and i had to tip-toe. (:

family photo!

the girls

eh, brides can have fun too kay. (:

okay, this was a really long post. (: so tired!

i feel so relieved. last day of school tomorrow. than study break/ holiday/ christmas break. haha.

going back to medan this sunday night than coming back next thurs night. (:

BYE!

stress!

2006-12-07T20:48:00.000+08:00

rahhhhh.

i have so many things to do.

and i cant do it over the weekend cos i wont have time and i wont be in singapore.

i am trying to get some work dont for my geog coursework.

oh, i'm sad. my chinese teacher is leaving the school.

she's not happy in the school.

eeeeee. so sad!

but i'm happy for my oral and chinese test result.

100 for oral and 64/65 or 98.5% for my test result.

see! my teacher teach me good okay.

tsk. i dowan her leave.

my sister took back the laptop which i did my work in and now i dont have the file i need to hand in to my eng teacher tomorrow.

tsk.

i have so much work!

my drama homework, geog coursework, eng essay, math, art and la-di-da-di-da.

i'm also suffering from bad cramps.

today was the last netball league game and we won! (:

although we got 6th place,

to me, we still rock.

all the rest stone! hahaha.

ahhh! my alarm just rang and i need to pack my stuff too.

tsk. forgot.

it's gonna be a long night.

should go back and do my work.

worried

2006-12-05T23:08:00.000+08:00

had a good day today. besides one thing.

i have all As for my effort grade! yay!

barefoot in the park was fantabulous!

the male lead character really really looks like brad pitt okay.

hot.

haha.

shower in tamar's house was once again great! haha.

and dinner was good too.

once more next week! yay!

haha.

and she and her mommy is so nice lah.

they live somewhere in buona vista and she doesnt mind sending me home in braddell. that's almost a 20-30 min fast ride. haha.

thanks again!

i finally got something done in geog.

my intro! haha. i have to hand everything up by next tues. tsk.

i should manage my time better.

hmmm.

i should really.

i have an eng timed essay tomorrow and i havent finished reading my book! :(

bad jac. bad jac.

i read the summary of the book though.

drama today sucks.

ugh.

i shall not say mean things. it just wasnt fun.

we have to perform it by next tues.

tsk.

so many things to do, so little time.

better, maybe?

2006-12-04T21:41:00.000+08:00

had a fabulous talk with zann last night.

and i cant believe how weird i was when i was in gm.

why doesnt anyone tell me?

haha.

love you plenty zann.

i'll flush you down the toilet bowl when we go out okay?

and than i'll give you a toothbrush and you can scrub, and scrub and scrub!

fun. (:

had a surprise cheena test today. tsk.

~~let's just hope everybody screws up.~~

watching barefoot in the park with tamar and yeen tomorrow.

yay! bath in tamar's house again! hahaha.

undressing and sexy legs!

haha. (:

cant wait.

having another perfomance next monday.

for a christmas party for school.

going away to indo this friday night till sunday night.

for a wedding.

me=bridesmaid (:

miss me.

ohoh! and me and leila is going to open a club in the future.

it's going to be called lei-queline.

1. no smoking.

2. no drunks.

and that 's just the two rules we came up with during tuition. (:

weird

2006-12-02T20:50:00.000+08:00

these pictures are from ages ago.

we were backstage before a performance.

we were waiting and waiting and waiting.

yaewon; me; kuan liang #1
yaewon; me; kuan liang #2
joyce; me
me; mary
kuan liang; me

spot what we have in common. (: and lala lei was such a spoiler.

just cos she looked weird in that pic, she ask me to delete. tsk.

sandy

evan

rahh

2006-12-01T15:43:00.000+08:00

goodness, time's passing by so slowly.

sick/ tired?

2006-11-20T21:43:00.000+08:00

i'm still sick.

from today onwards, i shall try not to speak in singlish. haha.

i need to do my drama work. :(

no mood to do it. tsk.

how? i dont feel like going to school.

had a math probability test today.

supposed to have a chinese test too, but teacher postponed it.

i'm getting back my chem test tomorrow.

scared. i hope i did fine.

i have match tomorrow.

zining came today, painted her nails for her.

i think she looks hot. plenty hot. (:

i feel really tired and sick. :(

really weak too.

did my art today. have 31 pages now.

i shall go do my drama now. (:

kisses.

indescribable

2006-11-12T00:04:00.000+08:00

more precious than silver,

more costly than gold,

no riches of the earth compares with you,

and what can this world offer,

when all i desire is you.

extremely super very tired

2006-11-10T00:15:00.000+08:00

i'm extremely super very tired.

i need sleep.

i have been sleeping late for the past few weeeeeeks.

i still need to finish my essay.

grr.

sick and tired

2006-11-08T20:23:00.000+08:00

i feel sick.

i dont open the door, windows or aircon for almost an hour and i dont feel hot.

i feel a lil cold.

and i'm really tired. i have two more matches tomoro.

lord, give me the strenth.

i have a sore throat when i woke up this morning.

MUN went alright. wasnt as bad as i thought it would be.

i have to do my drama cousework.

lord i give you my heart, i give you my soul.

kissed.

tired

2006-11-07T21:37:00.000+08:00

i just had my bath.

i reached home at 840. really tired.

:( had a match just now.

i played all four quaters.

rahhhh.

my feet is crying out for a massageee.

haha.

i feel so accomplished.

i've finish my eng essay. about 1800 words.

four pages. haha.

i'm so tired. have two more matches this thurs.

i have uwc day tomoro.

have to wear formal. tsk tsk.

i need to sleep. but i still have my math homework.

and i need to finish my drama portfolio by friday. :(

i need timeeeeeeee.

i need sleep.

i had nice cake today. (:

i shall go do my math and than it's bed time. (:

kissed.

confused

2006-11-03T22:27:00.000+08:00

sigh.

i just realised that i will miss my brother ALOT when he'll be going to aussie.

i.. i dont know what to say.

everyone's changing.

happy

2006-11-02T22:33:00.000+08:00

i'm happpppppppyyyyyy today! (:

i know what i'm going to write for my creative piece.

we had a netball match and we won!

16-1. haha.

and! i realise i can shoot.

so now i basically can play every position. haha.

praise him forevermore.

tsk tsk. blogger still wont let me post pictures.

have another match next tuesday.

my hair is fading. :(

i'm so proud of myself.

i have done 4 pages of my drama 12 page portfolio.

though it doesnt seem much, i had to cut down on alot of things and i had to make the font smaller and SQUUUUEEEEZZZZEEE.

i realised that there were so many things to write about. haha.

i have to work on my first para of my creative piece but it's 10:31 now.

my dad just left for the airport to go to JAPAN.

kisses.

HOLIDAY!

2006-10-22T17:52:00.000+08:00

GOING OFF TO THAILAND!(:

am in the airport now.

so wont be blogging for a few days. but if i do get a wireless connection there,

i'll definitely blog. (:

love you guys.

ciao.

9:30PM

2006-10-20T21:36:00.000+08:00

everyone has their own dirty little secrets.

i some how feel lost although i have all these blessings in my life.

my soul it longs for you, to breathe on me.

everyone faces trials and tribulations.

but He is always there to pick you up..

let the whole world worship you.

no one really knows me.

not even myself.

sometimes i dont know why i do stuff which seems stupid when you look back.

sometimes we wanna grow up so fast.

why not slow down a little.

and as i wait, draw near to me.

this may sound stupid, but i wish that time would stop.

i realised that i took my maid for granted at times.

i now have to make my own breakfast,

make my own bed,

clean my toilet,

do housework.

we only realise that things or people are important when they're gone.

jesus my saviour.

lately.

2006-10-17T11:20:00.000+08:00

havent been coming online for a few days now.

lifes been alright, right?

there's still something missing.

sat, we had combined cell. and weide so nice. giving me free guitar lessons, in a way. i just have to give him free lunch/dinner. haha.

sun, church, lunch at pizza hut with yuen tuck, jess, jicai. home!

monday, dentist!

oh yes. i was so annoyed at the dentist. my appointment was at 915. i came at nine. and than they made me and my sis wait for one hour.

some ang moh guy came at 935 and he came and wait for five minutes,

than he went to see the dentist first!

so infuriating lah.

than at around 10 they let us in. than wait somemore!

tsk. so annoyed.

than walked to TAKA and had a HAIRCUT.

hahahaha.

than off to study!

ohoh, before that i walked around aimlessly with my heavy bag.

so tired. had lunch alone. :(

and now its tuesday, had chi tuition. and off to study after lunch later. if my mommy allow. (: i have loads to finish. tsk tsk. (:

kisses.